As a child I used to have bad dreams even more often than now. I bet my girlfriend wouldn"t believe in that as she must be thinking that it is impossible to have even more bad dreams than that! I don"t know what it was caused by, but people said it was all due to my cot bed mattress that was all black. I don"t know why my parents bought me cot bed mattress that was black, but I suppose they had some point in that. you know what I have in mind here? Personally, I wouldn"t equip my son"s bedroom with such a cot bed mattress in this color, but it was only their choice which I have to respect. I really cannot tell you why I had connotations that bad connected with that place, maybe due to the color, maybe the smell. I cannot tell you right now as I am already too old and I simply do not remember! if I only could recall that times I would surely tell you all the details because there is nothing to be kept in secret I suppose. Am I right? Keeping things in secret is not always the right choice, I know something about it. each time I keep something in deep secret it turns out not to be the best of ideas. Maybe it is the matter of bad luck, maybe something else, I don"t know and it is hard to say. Maybe I will understand that in a couple of years, when I become even more mature than that?